Stop being such a JW dork and go out and have a good time. You're not being tempted by satan. You are just being ask out to have a little fun. It is obvious these people like you or they wouldn't ask you to go out with them. You have nothing to lose but your bogus pass into the JW Fantasy Kingdom..... oh, and read Steve Hassan books as leavingwt suggested. I've been out for decades and keep hearing read his books, reads his books. I finally am getting around reading one of the and think it would be very helpful for someone in your situation.
I hope you figure it out soon. Good luck!